Discipline,respect and faith.......And hope,trust and forgiveness....................................................just be good and fight for the right

(december 13 2007pm-december 14 2007am KO TO GINAWA BLAGGG N TO!!)there are so many things we aren't been able to achieve even the smallest things we ask for God, but still we insist to blame Him.We've never even thought of how lucky we are, here we live in the world He created. i think it's just so unfair for Him, im not talking of this such just because i intend to be good or just to be morally uplifted in the eyes of everyone, it's just that this things are in my heart.i know for a fact that i myself have done not just several violations but gallons of it.for these past few months , i think i have grown a lot,i think it started when my father died last year dec.12 2006. i dont know , but it's just so vast in that times, it makes me wonder if that certain death was real, i just realized it when the burial is about to intercept(hehe, correct me if my grammar and spelling  were wrong.im not that good .yah!!AHA).you know, the song is very lonely, my tears just poured to my cheeks, i don't even care if people were about to see me crying in the road while we were walking.after that scene, we faced christmas and a brand new Full year for the first time without my father(God please take care of him).and the year of 2007 oh GOd, so many things have happened.some were great, and some were very awful even to think of. ...............Grabe dami tlga nagbago saken nitong taon na ito.hehe(ayun , nagatagalog na , nag nosebleed n ko weh, im sure kau din.haha.)but i think those changes were for good naman halos lahat, experiencing those things were really way too far from what we usually see in movies, heard stories, telenovelas watched, whew!But it indeed made me tougher enough to face my fears and pursue my goals in life. i have realized now the true worth of life(maybe not that wide enough for oldies.hehe), i now knew that my life is very lucky enough to have a full proof that God is really good, He had given me great loving family(kahit ganun kuya ko na ewan, mabait dn yun.haha.peace!tapos c mama kht gna ganun biruin ko yun mahal namin yun!hehe)that's why i promised to myself that i'll do my best in every thing that i do to make my dreams come true, i want to give my mama a big, huge, gigantic and humonguous house or just a mansion(WHAT!!!!!JUST A MANSION??!!..........libre mangarap kaya lubusin m na.hehe)and i want that house to be a home for my family.I want it to have a large olympic size swimming pool(i love to swim)huge garden full of flowers and plants and orchids for my mom, a huge standard size basketball court for my brother(adik un sa basketball eh), a peaceful sanctuary for my lolo and lola , relatives and cousins(mga kamag anak na tinuturing ko lng...cnu2x kaya yun.peace!) , i'd also want to have a big place for dogs and cats haha.i want to have a luxurious car, a condo unit in makati, a never ending money making machine business(meron b nun?), gusto ko rin pala masali sa pinoy big brother hehe(nag audition ako sa pbb teen edition 2, ewan ko, d naman ako nakuha weh, tanong b naman sa akin sa audition eh, describe ko dw kamay ng katabi ko!!!anu yon!!korni db ni direk?!pero ok lng , better luck next time)BSTA madami p ko pangarap, matupad nawa sana lahat............................nu pb??..........................payo ko lng bsta be disciplined lng kung meron kang gustong gawin sa buhay mo na gusto m tlga maabot, wag m hayaan na tapakan ng iba mga pangarap at pananaw m sa buhay bsta lalagay m lng sarili m sa tama at legal.ok ba??..keep safe, self confidence, stay healthy and fit , say sorry and always thank God, and just BE GOOD!!!  :-)